February 2012
6 posts
scramble thoughts
I havent been honest about every feelings I have. Here. Deep inside my heart. Maybe I should start expressing one by one.
Until this time, im very unsure whether I have made right decision about dating Adam and I don’t know how long will it take to convince myself.
I’m scared of being broken heart again and need to goo through everything just to make myself being independent again. not...
a bottle of vodka and coke
i can’t describe my feelings lately. it seems that my feelings toward him get stronger each day but i tell myself for thousand times not to repeat the same mistake. we got drunk the other day, and it was amazing on how he stopped himself from touching me which drove me so much closer to him. it’s dangerous zone and i shouldn’t cross it. despite the tiredness of not getting the...