a bottle of vodka and coke

i can’t describe my feelings lately. it seems that my feelings toward him get stronger each day but i tell myself for thousand times not to repeat the same mistake. we got drunk the other day, and it was amazing on how he stopped himself from touching me which drove me so much closer to him. it’s dangerous zone and i shouldn’t cross it. despite the tiredness of not getting the one that i can be forever with, i want to fall for this guy because he deserved it. and i believe i deserve him too. on the valentine’s day, he bought  me a love box full of roses with mr and mrs teddy inside them with 21 poems! it’s classy but guess what? it did work. in turn, i’ve bought him a wallet and made a customized piggy bank for him. i really wish one day, i turned back and looked at myself with him. smile happily! :D